list of things i wish i could tell you...

• i miss you
• i hate that i'm thinking of you 98% of the time i am conscious
• i feel like you're so wrong for me, yet so right
• i think you're cocky (and it kinda annoys me sometimes)
• i hate you not expressing what you want
  
• i hate the fact you keep me staring at my phone
• it's a blur when i think back to when we didn't talk
• i hate you're unfinished thoughts
• i love your unpredictably
  
• i miss our late night conversations
• i hate feeling not good enough
• i hate feeling like you don't think of me
• i dislike the fact you don't take care of your money
• i hate the fact everyone hates the fact i have feelings for you
• i hate when you text me a trillion hours later
• i hate when you don't text or call me at all
• i hate how you notice everything
• i hate not knowing what you're thinking
• i hate that you turned me into that girl i used to make fun of
• i hate that i like you for all the things i hate about you.