Everyday

that passes by is a blessing to me. There's always that something in the back of my mind asking myself "will I be here tomorrow"? "Will I see this person again"? I admit it's a very scary thought. I've been feeling this way since Robert passed away. He was an example of someone I took for granted. He was the one person I thought would always be there regardless. Everyday I miss him, some more than others. However, he has been a life lesson to me. He taught me that everything can be gone in a matter of seconds. Any little thing and it's over. Done. It's sad, but it is life. We pay the price the moment we take our first breath. Life is beautiful but there will always be pain to be felt along the way. It does hurt to think about him still. I hate remembering that time in my life when he had just passed away. I lost my brother and my only true best friend I ever had and ever will have. It's simply something that has been on my mind for quite a while. I guess it's sort of time to bring it out in the open, at least to myself.