sometimes

I think to myself how it would be if my parents never had met and i wasn't born. Where would they be right now? Who would they be? I mean the only reason they ever stayed together was because of me. I truly do appreciate the fact that my dad didn't leave. I am grateful I have him even though he can be a pain in the ass most of the time. He's way to overprotective, he offends me, he has a huge temper, he is so immature but I prefer having him the way he is than not having him at all. I know that if it wasn't for him being the way he is I would probably be a knocked up high school drop out. However he implemented and carved in my brain how important it is to be somebody in life. That is the greatest gift i could ask for. Because of him I believe I'm so patient and forgiving. I think those two qualities are very difficult to come by from most people and those are the two qualities I feel make me the way i am. My dad is my dad and I love him so much. Underneath the temper, the immaturity, and the offends he is one of the most wonderful people I know. He has a very good heart and underneath is very sensitive. He is portrayed by being a mean and cold hearted person but in reality he is a wonderful man.